misunderstood

Eh...
I feel like blogging so thats what I'm doing.
I am at a real loss for words, I hate feeling like this
I feel as if I'm missing something, like in my life there is a void.
now don't get me wrong at all.
I love the people in my life and everything they've done for me.
but yea I don't know what it is and I feel it a lot.
I wish I knew what it is....
maybe one day I'll figure it out.

Ayo
I kinda made a mistake and spent the night at India's house.
I honestly had every intention to go home last,
but I took a nap and woke up and it was like 1:30 am and the last bus runs at 1:00am
so I had no choice but to stay the night.
I hope Momma isn't mad at me...

On to a new one I really need to start taking life serious.
I haven't started studying for my G.E.D. test yet.
I need to start doing that...Like ASAP!
then after that I need to register for college.
and then I need to just go head and do that.
I guess because I'm afraid of "growing up" I guess.
I wish I could just fall assbackwards into a large sum of money
that would be great...
I wouldn't have to work anymore India and I would be stable.
but thats not realistic so I have to go get it myself

so yea once I figure out what I really wanna do (besides part and sleep)
I'll go head and make those moves.

Killa!

so yea I had to start up a new blog page homies cuz I uhh forgot my other password and shyt...so yea I'm starting a new.

Life's great I have a beautiful girlfriend, I have wonderful friends I am the shit.
so yea I shall return to blog another day