3.3.09
oh I am such a masochist
Dug this up...
uhh on to the real post.
I have been coaching a few friends of mines, and I can't help but to feel a tad bit bad.
only on the count I often detach myself from reality and go on with life with a nonchalant attitude. Making it seem more often than not I don't care about anything.
except the few (very few) things I openly express care for (i.e my friends, my fam and... breathing) but other than that I don't care.
a kid got raped and murdered...I often find myself trying to feel pain where there is none.
I figure if I don't know the kid why should t matter to me. I try my damndest to come up with something but again more often than not...it get pushed out of the doors of my memory bank without making any deposit.
I know what you're saying. "Dino you probably would feel something if it hit closer to home..."
and to that I say you're probably right, but I don't want to wait for heartbreak.
I'll probably always detach my feelings from certain situations and reattach them when I feel find it convenient for me.
"I asked her what was worse, ignorance or apathy?"
she said "I don't know and I don't care"
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Some things are just components of who we are. I often find that people attempt to dissect and criticize aspects of themselves that are just embedded in who they are. Everyone isn't going to be a bleeding heart. Your detachment from certain things, especially things that aren't close to you, is just apart of what makes up you, and it isn't necessarily a bad thing. Trust me, being a bleeding heart is tiring!
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