and the last man shall die in darkness

thinking again...

I am a complex person, very complex.

my mind races faster than the speed of light and I can go from one thought to the next within a split of a second...and it usually has nothing to do with my original thought.

I sometimes wonder if I'm just all fucked in the head, or are these thoughts profound.

what was put here for why this time,why this era, why this region...why?

answers may never be known.

but I seriously believe I was "put" here to fuck up conventional living and thoughts of society as a whole. I don't know how I'm going to do it besides be myself which is a fucking asshole if you ask me (although most disagree and say I'm a nice person)

I mean I only do what feels right to me never expecting anything back so when you see me do something for others I'm not doing it to accomplish any status in society i.e gentleman nice fellow yada fucking yada yada ya!

I mean I don't understand why it's so hard to be kind to our fellow man without expecting any thing in return... I fucking hate life for reasons as such because it seems like almost everyone is after money money money not caring who they put down,step on, throat slash any of that it seems like they just don't give a fuck and it's sad.

I hope we as people realize that we're destroying our civilization and our home (earth) with our greed and thirst for money and power.

I think I'm done ranting for now