to you.

hello world.
how are you?
-good
That's wonderful.

Me and India had a talk last night.
I think it helped.
I hate being misunderstood, as far as my actions and words.
and I feel as if we were not on the same page and hopefully we are now.
I tried my best to explain my thought process out, I know it's some things I'll never understand an I'm trying to come to a point o contentment with that but sometimes it's just hard. I know for a fact I'd be in a whole (literally) if it wasn't or India though she keeps me grounded and I sometimes feel bad because I bring her into my problems but it's not intentional she's just one o the only persons I've been able to completely connect without feeling like I'm insane or vulnerable. I wish my pain wasn't hurting her or me.
I should be fine soon thought the rink opens in a month and I'm going to have money and a new phone and a car!
gah I can't wait til Christmas I have a feeling this year will be different.


in other news I miss Steve Erwin