I'd trade it all for nothing

I'm going to Cali.
(still in a limbo about it)

...but I want to. It's nothing here for me the people I count on are just crunches, not saying that's a bad thing I just depend on them way more then I should.
I need to get MY life together for MYself.

I've set out my goals and now I'm about to go for them.
No better time like the present. (at least that's what I've been told)
Sure I'm going in kind of blind by that's by choice all this time people have been telling me and showing me how to lead a better life, it was just my stubbornest that I did'nt listen...eh
but come to think of it no one knows life, and I think going head on and blind is the best way to go with no expectations you can't get disappointed just life lessons and joy.

So yea I'm going to go get me a job somehow save me up some cash, maybe buy me a vehicle, start school and then get on that one way trip air plane to California, San Diego to be exact. (they say it never rains there)

but yea I mean that's what I got planed (you and I both know nothing ever goes according to plane) but that's what I'm going off.

I love my life and the people in it, I love what may come I love what has gone and I love myself.

-p.s I hate when people tell me to stop sucking my thumb, almost as much as you hate when I don't do something you tell me [coughs] India [coughs] I'm not a fucking puppy please stop treating me as such =)