31.7.08

Achoo!

ignore....
that last post folks

chink chong

I'm sittin' here blogging shit is kinda whack
but yea I'm always wrong...
I don't feel like talking I'm wrong
I wanna spare feelings I'm wrong
I just wrong sometimes I wanna say fuck it
fuck you, fuck everything we stand for...
but I know I'll regret it...
sometimes love will make you deal with shit you don't want to..
or need!
eh
fuckin eh!


my true feelings on life suck ass
I would really rather be dead.

but no one will let that happen
I mean I don't wanna kill myself it's just death seems a lot easier
than dealing with the fucks who walk the earth
I know that sounds like a coward way out but I'm tired of living

I'm not going to be anything
I'm never going to amount to anything
I'll never have a great job makin yada yada yada K a year!
I was born to come here fuck with a few peoples lives and then die.
this is not for "attention" I really wish people would stop thinking
I do shit for attention I do shit because I feel like
IT!



God doesn't love me...

28.7.08

Jesus!

I love India D. Smith!
point blank
we gone have a penthouse somewhere in downtown Miami Fl.
we're going to have 4 kids
(all with working names lol but heres what we have so far...)

Brandon Jerome Brown Jr. ...a real mini-me running around that will be interesting.

Imani Alicia [pronounce A-lee-cee-ah.] Brown.... she's going to be a princess!

Stacey Abbott-Ein Brown...I'm naming him after my uncle who did the great job of raising me for the most part.

and then...

Marlee Nayeli Jane Brown... she will be the shitt! I'm going to nickname her Bobbie (who plans shit like that?) but yea she is going to be the baby

we're also going to have 3 dogs,a cat, a ferret, a pig, 2 goldfish, and a miniture horse all in the same penthouse lol

but yea on a serious note
I really do love India D. Smith (soon to be Brown) I couldn't imagine a day without her in my life and I'm happy and very thankful to have met her.


so enough with this soft shit!

[puts on eazy-e]
Woke up quick at about noon...
skips a few line------
don't quote me boy cause I ain't said shit!!!!!!