28.5.09

goal.

sleep, watch game, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, watch game...sleep

oh the life.

I'm glad we're at an understanding.

with that said I need to masturbate.

-fin-

24.5.09

I'm glad to see you've settled down.

ashes to ashes
Or ashes to wine.
wine til we're drunk and we'll all be just fine
No memories for the morning, my vodka is mine
get so lost in the liquor I lose all track of time
Waking up on strange streets corners, where's that vodka that was once mine?
me and vodka have become one I noticed the signs when I went blind...
My eyesight gone, it's me against the world.
But tomorrow's another night ... another glass, another hurl.
the "best" sex of my life with an anonymous girl.
I used to stand tall now I am limber.
drunken stutter I fall yelling "Timber!"
there goes another memory I won't remeber...


-Khloe Daniels & Brandon "Dino" Brown.


I love you, you should never have a doubt in your mind.
but we've toyed with emotions so.
are relationship was once played out in songs...
and the most recent was "hate that I love you"
the line goes
"I hate how much I love you girl,
I can't stand how much I need you"

I admit I do feel like you're the only person I could turn too sometimes.
and that may be wrong, I put all my trust into a person who wasn't ready for it.
and that what makes this so hard I feel like it's all my fault although most of these circumstances I can't control.
but WE must remember no one is to blame and no one is at fault.
I love you, I always will...

11.5.09

Chillin with Thee Conz about to head to RockIt Man's As soon as Keeler gets here. Today is going to be great I promise!

9.5.09

Vurt

Today's mother day...
I hate that I can't take my mom out to some cool place for breakfast, I hate that I never got the chance to go shopping a few days prior to mother's day scrambling to find something just perfect for the most important person in my life... I hate the fact I was forced into emotions I can't control. Mother's day has never been a good day for me nor my birthday or Christmas or any other holiday where these angry confused emotions that I can't control come back even worse than the regular days...

7.5.09

My eye itches.
1st mobile blog. How the fuck are you? That's great! Can't wait for my bday which is in 23 days